Monday, 1 June 2015


Lately I have been feeling like disappearing. I'm not speaking of a complete disappearance that would last forever, but rather an escape from my own existence for a little while.

I have always been quite melancholic, but sometimes I wonder if in reality I'm just sad. Again.

I know that, by now, I can still feel pretty excited about the little things that make life worthwhile, but I am afraid I lose all of this again. I don't want to become apathetic as I once was, I really want to keep on appreciating things as they are.

So why do I feel like everything is fading away?